Lament Galleons

Well, I understood you once
I understood you then
We all make some mistakes
We’re only human
I thought I would have seen this coming in the end
But I still trusted you, treated you like a friend
Look where that’s gotten me
Restless in my own head, I only think of you

And those times that we shared, I regret that I cared
And there's no words you can say
To change all the ways I’ve been hurt in your name

I disassociate and then I escalate
These problems that didn’t exist in the first place
I told you that I’ll wait, won’t let you get away
But all of this silence is deafening
And I can’t take another day of heartbreak
Of heartbreak, of heartbreak
And under all the weight I start to suffocate
I can’t take another day of heartbreak
Please, won’t you talk to me, I’ll listen carefully
I can’t take another day of heartbreak

Wish I’d never took sympathy on you
Played this by the book
Hoped that you had too
Maybe I’ll repeat it further down the line
I can’t believe that I was so blind