Fall Down 4ever Falling

I've climbed so high that I am scared to look down
If I fall down now I might never leave the ground
I can't stay alive 'cause I can't spend my nights without you
I can't fucking die I know that you can't live without me

What's life? I ruined mine
And it had only just begun
What's love? I can't feel it
I keep on cutting I can't quit
What's time? I can't sense it
Everyday feels like a year
What's joy? I've never felt it
My wrists are crying it ain't tears

When I wake up in the morning I can't wait to fall asleep
I am tired all the time and I don't wanna fucking breathe
I can't wait until you're mine maybe that can fix us both
And if it can't I guess we're both out of luck

I've climbed so high that I am scared to look down
If I fall down now I might never leave the ground
I can't stay alive 'cause I can't spend my nights without you
I can't fucking die I know that you can't live without me