Composure Kiki Rockwell

[Verse 1]
You're brave, but I smell fear
Run deep, but you're still shallow
I've not yet walked these halls
But I know that they are hallowed
I've not yet swum too deep
But already I'm sinkin'
This current is too strong
Don't know what I was thinkin'

[Pre-Chorus]
My slow burnt plan got too much fire
Say, "I don't care", but I'm a liar

[Chorus]
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Not stay over, fuckin' told you
That I do not roll over
But, my god, I wanna hold you
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Way too hot, I'm boilin' over
Shoot me down, I am your soldier
Four leaf clover, it's game over
Yes, I'm tryna keep composure
Drive me crazy, fuckin' chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else, I loathe her
I just wanna be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer