Birds of a Feather Zach B (Ft. Mack On The Beat)

[Verse 1]
It's really hard to not feel so resented, just so much that I should mention
There's a battle in my head, a lot of thoughts I wish I vented
I get mad at me again and come across not how intended
Never trying to offend, can barely even form a sentence
Would somebody get it? I can't even say a word with ease
Everything's regretted, feels like they all wanted me to leave
Until it's embedded to the point where it's all I believe
And only cause I let it, really think I have some self-esteem?
I just need a friend beside of me
It's really all I've dreamed, how could I achieve it if it's me
The one who barely speaks, then they stare at me, I need some therapy
I don't know why they do it, why they're scared of me
That isn't fair, you see though, that's why I need you
You're a different kind of rarity, one I'll never lose
You don't need to give me clarity, I won't ever refuse
That you and I have similarities, we just can't read the room

[Chorus]
If I could find a way to word it
Then it'd be a little easier to let a single person
And know the more I do a part of me continues worsening
But maybe I'm just scared to open up cause I'll get hurt again
The truth of me is surfacing, still feel like a burden, but
One day I might accept that I can't help, but just be nervous
And I wonder if it's worth it or if we're birds of a feather
Scared to open up, but not so much when we're together