SAD AND HAPPY Parker Jack & Chyde

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Feels like Im sad and happy at the same time
Like my mind attacks me and I hate mine
If anybody asks me, then I ain't fine
Had a heart but they had to break mine
Feels like Im sad and happy at the same time
Like my mind attacks me and I hate mine
If anybody asks me, then I ain't fine
Had a heart but they had to break mine

Do you know what it's like when
When your stomach's sick and tight and
Fuck walking on eggshells lately
Feels like I've been slipping on ice and
Can't stop this feelin that I ain't been feelin, I feel like maybe I could fight it
Don't wanna be inside of a room where the darkest always seems the lightest
Cause lately my soul been hurting
But my face just keeps on smiling
My emotions rollercoasters
My body autopilot
Can't be like me anymore cause me isn't me and Im always silent
Fuck giving y'all everything cause
Everything I gave had purpose
Y'all treating me like Im nothing, fuck that shit it just ain't worth it
Coulda gave you more, but I gave you less, but it's what you been deservin
And as I take these steps I hope that I can find myself in
This lonely world cause lately it's just been my own reflection since