​numb ​lilspirit (Ft. ​blackbear)

[Chorus: lilspirit]
No, I can't hear a thing, it's quiet in this place
It might just be the drugs but whenever I'm alone, it numbs my pain
Helps forget the days of when you used to lay next to me in love, but
I'm laying like there's poison on my brain
No, I can't hear a thing, it's quiet in this place
It might just be the drugs but whenever I'm alone, it numbs my pain
Helps forget the days of when you used to lay next to me in love, but
I'm laying like there's poison on my brain

[Post-Chorus: lilspirit, blackbear]
No one's watching, it feels wrong
Are my feelings almost gone?
I'm just waitin' for a call
Stepping into a shadow of us
I wish I could take things back
Sometimes life just takes so long (Yeah, yeah)
No, I can't hear a thing

[Verse: blackbear]
I'm so numb, I feel nothin' all the time
Starin' at the ceilin', pretendin' I'm fine
You was wit' your best friend talkin' shit on me
Doin' xans and doin' nothin', so 2017
Light me up a cigarette and slide on my Ricks
Tweakin' when you left me, girl, you was off the shits
I bet you feel so dumb right now, just tell it like it is
Remember poppin' molly at Coachella and we kissed?
I'm so fuckin' numb, that's why I'm wearin' all black
I murdered out the Bentley just so that my heart would match
It was never really over, you were never really sober
Wake me up when it's over, I can't handle all that
Pickin' up the pieces of what once was
Shallow, feelin' shattered dreams, you were the one
To pick me off my feet, and now you bring me to my knees
I'm fuckin' tossin' in my sheets, and now I can't hear a thing