I’ve Changed LL COOL J (Ft. Ryan Toby)

[Verse 1: LL Cool J]
Just starin' at these four walls closin'
In on me, feelin' like time's frozen
Fadin' in and out, noddin' and dozin'
Guilt tearin' up my brain like erosion
What I did to you was wrong, I admit it
I regret that I did it like a junkie when he's jonesin'
All alone in what used to be a home
But you packed up our joy in that bag you put your clothes in
The voicemail that you left me was scaldin'
Hot enough to burn a hole in a cauldron
'Cause it was all true, that's why we all through
Now your girl's pickin' up the cell when I call you (She don't wanna talk to you)
Talkin' slick like, "She ain't here
She don't want you no more, punk, disappear," click
I need to hit her with a brick
But that'll only lead me to a worse predicament
I hope your girlfriend ain't got you on a liquor binge
With her bitter attitude just cause she's sick of men
But I'ma keep on callin', fightin' 'til the end
On my knees 'til they bleed to prove my love again

[Chorus: Ryan Toby]
I sit in front of your crib in the pourin' rain
Wildin' out, screamin' your name
And keepin' ringin' your bell 'til you mad as hell
And call the po-po, I ain't afraid
You can get your folks and your cousins and them
And try to run me off your block, uh
But I ain't scared, I ain't goin' nowhere
And I ain't stoppin' 'til I gotcha to show you I changed, shawty