I Cannot Remember 404

[Verse 1:]
I am swallowed by my instincts
I cannot consume my demons
A life worth living is a fantasy
A life worth ending is reality

[Chorus:]
And I cannot remember everything
I guess you'll know the reason why
And if I fail to conjure a brand new Spring
I guess you'll know the reason why
But I do not remember everything
I guess I know the reason why

[Verse 2:]
In the bathroom staring at myself
What have I become?
In my sleep I see an exit
But in the day I'm better off dead

[Chorus:]
And I cannot remember everything
I guess you'll know the reason why
And if I fail to conjure a brand new Spring
I guess you'll know the reason why
But I do not remember everything
I guess I know the reason why