Drown My Feelings (The Medic) (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
Who couldn't give a fuck about me. (Ohh no, you wouldn't)
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
Who couldn't give a fuck about me. (Ohh no, you wouldn't)
(Tell me)

[Verse: The Medic]
Can't tell if I'm right or wrong
Can't write my wrongs
So I write these songs
Since that night i ain't felt the same
Do you got anything to help the pain?
Do I gotta pop antidepressants?
How many times till i've learned my lesson?
I hate going through my adolescence
And i can't figure out why the hell i'm stressing
And I lay awake staring at ceiling
Wanna stay away, tryna drown my feelings
Can't think straight
I smile but you know that smile it's fake
And time to time you come to mind
Everybody needs a ride or die
Some say they'd rather die
I keep thinking bout what we could had
What we should have had
But you ruined that
Thought it was real when you said you love me
I should've known that something was funny
Drug in my system you corrupt me
Were so unlucky
Feeling like I should just stay shut
And hit you hit me up
Tryna make up
She say: she don't wanna lose me again
But i don't Wanna lose myself again...