Vessel hiraeth

Only been a year, why's it feel like ten?
It's only been the difference of my life back then
You were everything, the foundation of it all
I can sing as much as I want about it
No one even notices what this has done to me
I keep getting criticised on everything that I release
'Cause it's not the same, how could it just be the same?
I don't have passion anymore without his in my face
I don't care about nothing, I don't show any love
I don't show no companionship to anyone I know
It really was just me and him, I don't know anymore
I don't know anything, just that a piece of me's gone
Ship is sinking, I'm starboard with a cold embrace
'Cause I know you're not in the water here and that's okay
Maybe when I've drowned I'll travel to yours, oh
Oh, I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know