​i thought about taking my life last night ​eli. (USA)

[Chorus]
Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess?
Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend
​I thought about taking my life last night

[Verse 1]
But don't let my mama find out
Tell her she don't have a thing to worry about
I don't need her wild with doubt
I know she'll think I'm selfish, I'm not selfish, I'm just all by myself
I'm not selfish I'm just tryin' to find
Answers to my questions and peace of mind

[Pre-Chorus]
Takin' a breath 'cause I know that I have plenty of time
To figure out why I'm even alive
When I'm depressed it's 'causе I'm not understanding
Why I exist, yeah I strugglе with this

[Chorus]
Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess?
Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend
​I thought about taking my life last night
Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess?
Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend
​I thought about taking my life last night