Deseret Rozz Dyliams

[Verse]
I remember when we met was so hard not to be coy
We sat on the Davenport and I made us both Rob Roy's
Eyes were dilated, heart was beating because of joy
I put a Millie Jackson record on to drown out the noise
I had no choice, I was smitten by the way that you felt
The way you move and talk like an angel, the way that you smell
I could watch you dance forever, now it's harder to tell
If it's Hell, if I'm with you or with the ghost of myself
I dodge and duck 'em like Picasso, but I can't duck the guilt
I settle on the petals I want, while the better ones wilt
Feeling empty in a crowded room, I don't wanna stick around
And watch it die when I already felt it bloom
Make me slow down, I don't think I know how
To tell between love or a place to go when it gets cold out
All I do was make mistakes and I'm old now
Beauty never last, if you can catch it try to hold it down
Before it roll, bounce, I just copped a bowl now
Cruel face of life, smile at me on my fall down
Maybe I'm a fall guy, fall when I get too close
Maybe all the sweetness isn't real, it's only sucralose
Find the feeling of a flutters in absences that make me shutter
Till it stop, so you check and see if the fuse blown
Once you squeeze the juices out it goes away, is what they say
But anyway, I think I made my drink too strong