Lost Boy Real Friends

[Verse 1]
I'm driving on state lines pretending you're standing there
But I know your feet will never be where my eyes fall again
Moving on is something I've always had trouble with
But this year I swear I'll get past it
If I had a backyard I would bury all my memories of you in it
Everything that we had would die right down in the dirt

[Chorus]
I wish I had the guts to say this to your face
But the past five years took everything I had and ripped it out of me
You used to make me feel like I was something
Now you make me feel like absolutely nothing

[Verse 2]
I want to fall asleep and wake up four years ago
We were just kids who didn't know what love was
Or what we were digging ourselves into
I want to know if you ever hear
All of these sad fucking songs I write about you

[Chorus]
I wish I had the guts to say this to your face
But the past five years took everything I had and ripped it out of me
You used to make me feel like I was something
Now you make me feel like absolutely nothing