​next to u heylog

[Intro: heylog, Timothée Chalamet & Lily-Rose Depp]
There is much I wonder about a great many things
(heylog)
I understand that
Do you?
You make it so hard to live
I feel like I'm in Hell
My parents ain't raise no kid
Who'll just end up killing himself
I could shut down
And no one will ever find me
I could lie down
And see you there next to me

[Verse 1]
I need you to focus, I'm crying, I'm broken
But no one really cares how I'm feeling, so hopeless
I hate your guts, and I hate your friends
I realized you all suck, so I'll just cut you instead
Now I think of you less, 'cause I thought highly of you
So I distanced away to try something new
I'm steady being myself, something you'd never do
But I still wish you the best, even though I still hate you

[Verse 2]
You texted me
I'm not sure what to say
I'll respond in a week
Maybe two, maybe three
Avoiding us and move on
Though I still write you in songs
It's the emotions you hold
That never feels wrong