[Verse 1]
I write this song as this gun is in my hand loaded
Tears rolling down my face, feel so damn hopeless
Wonder would my mom miss me? Would my dad notice?
'Cause this pressure's getting heavy and I can't hold it
No faith in people's loyalty, they damn motives
So I bottle all my issues 'til I drown choking
Lord, I know it's been a while since we've last spoken
I just hope that You forgive me for the path chosen
All this pain inside my heart, I had the drugs numb it
Rather die by my own hands than run from it
In the shadows, now the snakes are moving all around
Gave 'em all my love to find out nothing really comes from it (Comes from it)
I see I'm the villain they painted
I try to understand why they hurtin', they hatin' me
"The good die young," now that's a hell of a statement
Because the sinner does too, how the fuck can you blame me?
Look, if I look inside the mirror, I'm an empty shell
'Cause my soul been broken if you couldn't tell
All the ones I gave my love left me dyin'
Abandoned, feelin' cold, if you look closely, it's really Hell
Every time I close my eyes, I see my death
A bullet to the head or a rope around my neck
Or maybe it's the way that I've been treated, world is evil
All those traumas cuttin' deep like a knife inside my chest
But you wouldn't understand if I explained it to you
You couldn't see the picture that I painted for you
My blood is in these brush strokes, truly
All these trust issues from the way these people use me
I hear the Devil dancin' in my mind now
My heart's empty and I don't know how to cry now
They'll never know what I feel inside
There's nowhere for me to hide
And I'm just not scared to die now
I write this song as this gun is in my hand loaded
Tears rolling down my face, feel so damn hopeless
Wonder would my mom miss me? Would my dad notice?
'Cause this pressure's getting heavy and I can't hold it
No faith in people's loyalty, they damn motives
So I bottle all my issues 'til I drown choking
Lord, I know it's been a while since we've last spoken
I just hope that You forgive me for the path chosen
All this pain inside my heart, I had the drugs numb it
Rather die by my own hands than run from it
In the shadows, now the snakes are moving all around
Gave 'em all my love to find out nothing really comes from it (Comes from it)
I see I'm the villain they painted
I try to understand why they hurtin', they hatin' me
"The good die young," now that's a hell of a statement
Because the sinner does too, how the fuck can you blame me?
Look, if I look inside the mirror, I'm an empty shell
'Cause my soul been broken if you couldn't tell
All the ones I gave my love left me dyin'
Abandoned, feelin' cold, if you look closely, it's really Hell
Every time I close my eyes, I see my death
A bullet to the head or a rope around my neck
Or maybe it's the way that I've been treated, world is evil
All those traumas cuttin' deep like a knife inside my chest
But you wouldn't understand if I explained it to you
You couldn't see the picture that I painted for you
My blood is in these brush strokes, truly
All these trust issues from the way these people use me
I hear the Devil dancin' in my mind now
My heart's empty and I don't know how to cry now
They'll never know what I feel inside
There's nowhere for me to hide
And I'm just not scared to die now
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