.smile Ej Laflare

[Intro]
Smile

[Verse 1]
When I draw myself in pictures, I draw my smile upside down
Because I can't recognize myself if i don't frown
So if I go down, I'm at peace cause I didn't know what I know now
Just so I don't drown
Living life is like a chore
I don't wanna be that person in the mirror anymore
Who is he?
I hate him
Wouldn't date him
I don't recognize him
And yet, for some reason, I despise him
Is it really surprising?
I'm going through the motions
Floating with my back towards the ocean
Broken
And yet, I feel chosen
And yet, I'm still hoping that she'll be coming back
Because that door is slowly closing
For so long it's been open
I traded her for vanity
Every fucking thought is just a seed for my insanity
I never fabricate because it's never been my style
But in front of the cameras, I can't let them see denial
The pain of every smile