​at least i don’t feel like this everyday anymore. ​unknxwn.

[Intro]
Lezter

[Verse]
Hate it when I have these thoughts, don’t fall for me, I hope you’re not
Open up your heart to me, I’ll leave it with an open scar
I don’t have the space to care, depression may be all that’s there
I’m running out of time, I sip some wine to fight off my despair
I’m a fucking drug abuser, a waste of life, a piece of shit
Girls that wanna get to know me, get to know this piece of dick
I don’t ever wanna let a bitch make me feel like shit again
If I ghost again, will I still have a friend?
Last time I didn’t, this time, I might not make it through
I still feel the fucking knife that you helped push right fucking through
I can’t play the victim, I’ve done just about as much as you
But fuck the way I feel, it’s fuck life, but you don’t care, so fuck you too
I don’t think I’ll ever be better, just better drugs to take
Every year, I lose an emotion but that’s just less than fake
If I feel like this any longer I might just meet my fate
Take the fucking pills that are stronger until I start to shake
I’m sorry mom, for being the way that I am
I’m sorry I can’t graduate, you believe but I just can’t
I can’t take the fucking stress, I make myself so fucking sick
It hurts because I know that I’m the reason that my life is shit