Dear Hip Hop 2 Hendersin

Verse 1:
Damn never thought you would betray me
I gave you the credit this is how you repay me?
Admitting that I put you on a pedestal like statues
But even when you fucking drove me nuts like cashews
I had you, I had your back
I've loved you since age six to exact
You made my life complete, thought that it was all sweet like sap
Now your the reason that I dress in all black
Cuz it kills me to see us grow distant
People used to work for your love but now its instant
I thought we'd make a mark on this game, you see the imprint
Now I turn around like where the fuck my friends went?
I've sacrificed so much for you
And I don't know what to do
And Mary J said your all I need
I don't even care if I have to beg and plead, am I better off dead?

Chorus:
Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet