The Dead Skin Sonata Arctica

It's me I hate, not you at all
I am my own medicine
Turned into a poison

I think I gave you a lot
And not enough I know
Tortured myself, same as you
Without losing my sanity
Where's my applause?

I see no reason to live in Hell
How can life make me feel so incomplete?

I had a weakness and my walls came down
My tears won't reach the ground
Burn my new wound

I know I cannot feel regret for anything
If I was numb, I'd end this once and for all
I feel the burn, still

I cannot face this day, my guards are down
I cannot love myself, weak, sad clown

I see myself, my fading color
I see no hope there, where I always used to