Spite Hail the Sun

[Intro]
At the core
I despise myself
Outside opinions and stinging precision:
I despise myself

[Verse 1]
Strings winding through my skin, direct me
Connected to a grin I'm forcing
I really hate what I'm saying

[Pre-Chorus]
Send all my memories back with all the things
I don't deserve
Distraught dark thoughts back on

[Chorus]
I'm found frail
Feeling like a walking stigma
Lacking self esteem
Finite fail
Am I the only one against me
Trusting a disease?

[Verse 2]
Dark thoughts back on
A little darker this time
Anticipation of rejection
I'm holding hands with self-doubt
Hide the stigma
I was not always this way