What Will I Remember? Emilie Autumn

[EMILIE]
What will I remember?
What will I forget?
When this life is ended, and gone
What will I regret?
If tomorrow, I don't wake up, what happens?
My sunrise or sunset?

If I never were born, if I never died
Would it even matter at all?
What should I decide?
I always imagined I'd mean something
To someone
If I won't, least I tried

When my body suffers
When to breathe is pain
Is it really madness to sing?
Think of breaking this chain
Is the future my— God knows I have a past
Where's my second chapter?
Or will the first also be my last?

Is my story over?
If I fall asleep?
Would anybody find me?
And would anybody weep?
I can't even pretend I care
But songs I'll never sing
Well, that means something
Yes, that means something