A Song Called Clive Barker Machine Girl

All of the things I've never been
All of the things I never said
All of the things I never did
All of the people I let down
All of the things I've never been
All of the things I never said
All of the time I let go by

All the dreams that have haunted me
All the lust and the sodomy
I need Christ I need therapy
A simple thought and I'm on my knees

A broken neck
Solitaire and sex
Is this true love?
Feels like a glove
The tail between my legs
Is this really how it ends?
I wet the bed again
The affirmation of man

Weird pain
Go away
I'm debased
Out of phase
Out of sight
Out of mind
No ones there
And I'm fine
What a lie