​im so delusional ​d3r

[Intro]
​(blood pup)
(I love you d3r)

[Pre-Chorus]
When you ain't around, I get stuck inside my head
It got me tweakin' out as if I'm off my fucking meds
Ah, I'm so crazy, I make up these delusions
Just don't know how I do it, that shit is so intrusive

[Chorus]
I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so del-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
S-S-Some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful
I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so del-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
S-S-Some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful

[Verse]
I'm obsessed though, I just want you
You keep me stable bae, I barely deserve you-u-u-u-u
I'm depressed, and suppressed, I've been tweakin' from the stress
I-I-I-I-I-I been barely eatin' bouta' get cardiac arrest
I can't think, I can't think, I can't think, no
What is wrong with me? I'm sorry I've been off
There's all these thoughts floodin' my head, telling me I should be dead
So I turn to substances, to feel normal once again
'Cause—