The New Flesh Bayside

If I should fall down would you wait for me?
If I was out would you be home?
If I should pray then would you pray with me?
If I fell in love would I be in love alone?

This isn't half of what I thought it'd be
At what point does love become routine?
I had to wait, I had to wait, I had to wait to see
That who you are is not who I hoped you'd be

Now I don't know where to go
I don't know if this thing's still working
My heart's not beating anymore
And I don't know if I bleed
Test it out just to see
'cause the best that I can hope to be
Is strong enough to leave

I never lived and died by ecstasy
Fun's never been my cup of tea
But now I try, but now I try, but now I try to be
The best I can for no one else but me

And I don't know where to go
I don't know if this thing's still working
My heart's not beating anymore
And I don't know if I bleed
Test it out just to see
'cause the best that I can hope to be
Is strong enough to leave