Note To Me 4rif

[Verse 1]
It’s not so hopeless
Life goes on I guess (True)
Yes, I must confess
I’m not at my best
Sometimes I’ll be up thinking all night, while my room filled with starlight
All of me just feels so helpless
So shy, in my head all the damn time
I’m sitting on a gold mine, and I’m so tired but—
I’m the one stopping my shine

[Chorus]
Note to me
Just—
Know you'll pull through
Don’t slow so soon
You can’t quit on me (Why)
Cuz—
You have no clue what you can do (Yeah, 4rif, yuh, ay)

[Verse 2]
Man, hold up, hold up, obligation calling
I done slowed up, slowed up, now my numbers falling
Ain’t got the drive to bring them back to what they was
Too scared to try out new shit but I shouldn’t give a (Damn)
They be telling me
Roll up, roll up, with that marijuana
Slow puff just to alleviate the trauma
But I don’t smoke, I’d rather have a little buzz
Sippin that Reposado till I feel a little fuzz
Stay thinking about the times when I was little life was solid (Life was solid)
I figured out that making people day was my calling (Was my calling)
Momma did all she could (She could)
I would tell her she would (She would)
End up swimming in Benjamin's while the engine runs on her brand new Mercedes with the black
And I gotta stunning lady that’s a fact (That's a fact)
She hold me down she keep me off my back (-ff my back)
I love her and that’s that (That's that)
I’m winning so I don’t know what the problem is (Problem is)
I should be feeling marvelous (Marvelous)
I’m down too much I think I gotta write a— (Think I gotta write a—)