​hysteria ‎avon hill 2004

[Intro]
Mochila and Skress, my brothers 'til death

[Verse]
Breakdowns, I've been fuckin' tired of these breakdowns
And all these things inside my mind never make sense now
Brain's crossed, terrified of people I can let down
And I can give a hundred reasons why I left town
To be honest, I'm afraid to fuck shit up
After reaching all my goals I feel like none of it's enough
New relationships, I hate this shit, I just wanna give love
And I could shatter into pieces and I still won't givе a fuck
If I die tomorrow, hope you all hear my mеssage
Don't put my money in the grave, give it all to Alexis
I just wanna know she's safe and she's always protected
I know when she hear this song, she gon' hate that I said this
And to my father I wish I was strong like you
I try to hide my shit, but you saw right through
And I promise that your son's gonna make it out of this hell
But I could always grab your hand
Because I can't do this myself
And mama, I don't wan' involve you with this drama
It's been agonizing, coping with this trauma
I moved away, I was feeling like I lost ya'
But, in the end, at least I'm still gon' be your baba
I guess I'm crazy
And to Jake, I know it's business, but I hope you never hate me
I just want the team to think that everything's amazing
And I just wanna thank you for the life that you all gave me
I'm panicking, I'm panicking
I'm panicking, I'm panicking
I'm panicking, I'm panicking