Loud lights and bright noises Ren

[Pre-Chorus]
They keep having expectations
Of me
And I don’t wanna face them
No please

[Chorus]
All I see is loud lights and bright noises
I keep hearing loud lights and bright noises
All I see is loud lights and bright noises
I keep hearing loud lights and bright noises

[Verse]
Loud lights and bright noises
Cloud in my sight I know my choices
Fight or flight, I know what my choice is
Don’t know if I’m right but I wanna find what joy is
What the point is when I’m hearing voices
What you feeling when you hearing all these voices?
I can’t explain, lights and noises got me voiceless
Like I’m tryna speak but I’m infected with this poison
Yeah, contaminating the air
Stare into the distance and start wondering where
I should really go there ain’t no signs it’s unfair
Kicked out of my childhood so I follow the snare
All these expectations they be weighing be down with
Swear they’re wearing down my mental and I feel like a clown with
A mask to cover up reality wanna convert this
Into something beautiful turned me into a wordsmith
Now I use words which, allow this blurred glitch
To seem to perfect, and now this curse lifts
Off of my chest and I can get back to my bubble
Didn’t win that fight, still in the same struggle
Cleaning up my sight like I’m blowing a soap bubble
King of overthinking but my crown cannot be found within
Yeah, I keep seeing the same thing
Loud lights, bright noises why do they sting?