You Won’t Come Around Balthazar

You woke up with a smile
And it struck me
It was gonna take a while
Well before I ever see that again
What was I thinking back then?
Oh honey, how I miss
I miss you babe but that don’t pass for love I guess
I shouldn't reach out after all that I did
I'm looking at your pictures instead
Fuck it

I hope that you won't come around
After all that I've done
I hope that you won't come around
After all that I've said
I hope that you won't come around
Girl
And I know I can't be blaming you

Turn the words around in my head
Looking for anagrams in everything you said
It was such fun until you have come down from it
Until you have to clean up your shit
You wrote my love was wild
Though we both know that I was just a child
You wеre patient, while in thе water I hid
Until I started drowning in it
And that was it