Monsters (Audio) YelloPain (Ft. Ricia)

[Chorus: Ricia]
I wish I could talk to the monsters
Have a conversation with the monsters
Ask 'em if they even know they're monsters
I wonder if they even know they're monsters

[Verse l: YelloPain]
I just wanna talk to you one time (yeah)
I really don't want to, but I have to
Gotta ask you, did you really have to? (huh?)
My trust wasn't even that bad and I would've put it past you
Now I don't trust shit
Cuz you wanna do that lil dumb shit
I wonder if you went to sleep that night
Probably felt bad, slept it off, woke up, ate something?
(Right)
I ain't eat nothing!
Way too disgusted, bitch
I was up crying!
Pain in my stomach, bitch
Was you just trynna help you or control me?
Hope it helped you cuz it broke me! (cuz it broke me!)
I want to the pew to consult me, but I didn't change
I can never be the old me!
Feeling lonely and I ain't want no one to hold me
Cuz I ain't wanna meet another you
Probably take a day or a year to get over for you
But for me, I don't think I'm getting through
When I have kids, I'mma be so overprotective, play detective
Cuz I couldn't live...knowing what you did to me happen to them
Not again
I hope you know I cry sometimes
I wonder if that gives you strength
I don't know how you feel, but I feel like shit, forreal
Really almost slit my wrist, forreal
Bet you ain't know I have nightmares, did you? (did you?!)
But you probably don't care (no)
Probably somewhere with a smile on yo face...not knowing that I feel this way
(Damn)