​december 23rd ​iamjakehill

[Spoken Word: iamjakehill, Drago]
Recording this, so, just lettin' you know, let's go.
I didn't wanna come out. I would like to talk to him, he's just gonna fuckin lie to me for a month, call him and tell him to come out, I just wanna talk to him, not gonna do anything.
Just want him to look at me in the eyes like a fuckin' man and apologize for lying to me, that's all I want. You made me feel like a fucking idiot.
So, you, so you were gonna lie about it? That's just insane, just—
In my face, you fucked on my tour, that is insane! God, it feels so good to finally know but I hate that I had to find out the way I did, I feel like an insane boyfriend.
-because I suspected that you were fuckin' him by the way you looked at him, I was right!
Tell him to come down and help you, tell him— I wanna talk to him, talk to me like a fuckin' man, I don't— just talk to me like a man, look me in my eyes
A friend of six years—
You made me feel like an idiot for a whole tour wondering if there was anything going on with you two 'cause I saw it in your fucking eyes, and you lied, and you lied and—
I had this dude in my house, I flew him out to be my merch guy.
Now he's in there, fucking my girlfriend, my ex-girlfriend

(Sup dude)
I looked you in the fucking eyes and cried to you, in the hotel room.
(I know )
And I flew you out, in my fuckin' house
(Jake, what? I told you that's not true, right?)
Oh, so it changed six days later? Changed six fuckin' days later?
( Dude, what happened. )
( How you were actin' towards people-)

( Jake, Jake )
What do- Ooh, what do you mean? Now look
Do you understand why I was acting the way I was acting? Do you see now?
(I guess)
You wouldn't tell me the truth, and I 100% knew and it was eating me alive