I’ll Be Different Delaures

[Verse 1:]
I'm losing all my hope, all I need is someone to hold
I'm afraid of this love and my spirit growing old
I've already lost my heart and I already lack a soul
I really wanna die but I never wanna go

Streets are so cold, Brain is so confused
I feel so broken and I know I'm being used
Darkness in my room, and I'm facing a new mood
But I haven't slept in days, haven't eaten any food

Love is fucked up, and you know I'm needing rest
All you need is passion and a little bit of sense
You always start a fire then sing it with your friends
That evil part of me is always planning my revenge

All the pain inside my heart don't think I'll ever heal
I think that I'd be wrong just to ask how you feel
I think our love was different just a friend until the end
I knew it wouldn't last cause you always played pretend

Hate to cope with scars but my wrist filled with blood
Lookin to the sky pray and screaming up to god
They always think I'm drunk when I really wanna jump
I would always give you everything but never what you want