Total fucking apathy ​mixed matches

You stay
For months
To show that you've got enough
Accounts withdrawn
A hole in a life that's worn out
This didn't have to be a way out
But you're losing every path you have
You're not trying anymore, i can see this
And i'm trying hard to understand

And so it's bitter on the outside
I tried to find it but it wasn't mine
It was the fear that i let you by in the moments beside my life

You weren't wrong
For trying to show me this
I let it go when trying to call again
It's all a plan, i let it get my mind
And i thought
That you would tell me why

Why did i bother to be on this
If i didn't give you what you wanted
I thought it would remind them it's getting hardеr
With all the nightmares left upon you
I only wanna takе it by when i don't feel alive
And i won't push you back with all this
And every time i find it harder
Just to throw it behind us
But i can't say it's all we got