​​plz hiraeth

[Verse 1]
Use me up to tell me that you never loved me
I feel like I'm never nothing, I'm tired, can you just leave me alone?
Please stop staring, swear my face is fucking boring
I don't need to be important, I'm swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror, should I be alive?
I've got reason to believe that it's just not my time
Maybe in another life

[Verse 2]
I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been through it all beforе, I'm just like you
I never wanna lеt you down, but I had to
I'd give up on everything to be a better me
I've got people streaming songs but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hit me up to make a song with me

[Verse 3]
I won't get that mad
I'm just frustrated
I can't seem to get a break, and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes, maybe you'd get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient