On a roll Nova

Look out
'Cause they all would try to get you
Don't know where to look now
Falling up I hope I get through
Can't be around this
I'm still trying to forget who
Who made this way now
And my memory just slips through

And after this all
Get's over and done with
I'm not the one you could call on
Don't ring my phone up
Look what you thought
It was all wrong
And I pay for old mistakes
I tried to hit the brakes
Now I'm trying to run away from this

How many times did I say
It's not easy?
Why did I
Let myself be this way?
I was looking in the mirror
You made me turn my face
I was trying to say it clear
You thought I still wasn't saying much
And now it's nothing left to show for it
I'm alone in my home with
Thoughts to suffer with
Thought you were so on point
But you were wrong about this
I guess if this the life you chose
Then I say "go for it"