Find My Lover Rarin (Ft. Vxlious)

[Chorus: Valious]
I'm tryna find my lover
Now, I'm stuck with another
Will you love me? I wonder
Will you care if I'm six feet under
I'm tryna find my lover
Now, I'm stuck with another
Will you love me? I wonder
Will you care if I'm six feet under

[Verse: Rarin]
I just wanna put a plug in my brain
High school feelings, and it made me insane
My heart's beating, baby, it's not fake
Messed up vision, I can't see what it take
I just want a shorty that's not pullin' on my necklace
Don't know what to think, so I send this for breakfast
I don't know how to love myself, so I'm reckless
I just want love on my mind, not a death wish
I'm fallin', down a slope
Violence in my mind, yeah, it can't go
If flow was money, then goddamn, I'd be so broke
Pushin' on my eyes open, they let my tears go
I wanted love, but you put me through the worst
I wanted blessings, but I'm only getting cursed
And I wanted feelings, but they put me in the dirt
Yeah, I smoke, baby, but you hear me when it hurts