​everything is gray ​eli. (USA)

You want something more out of life
Can someone find what's right for you?
I suffer too just like you, we all share these feelings
I wanna die sometimes too, but there's something bigger

I can't help but feel like lately everything is gray
Taking time to talk about it makes me feel okay
'Cause I know, I know, I know that life gets hard
And it's the only thing that keeps me going on
'Cause I know I'm stronger than what I am dealing with
When I lose my color, I know I will find it again
Where did all the colors go?
Where did all the colors go?

Some days start to feel the same
Living in a memory that's turning gray
Speaking of which I must've lost my name
Because I'm in a new place that is immune to change, I
Feel like I could go any day
Today or tomorrow, no it's all the same
I feel like I don't feel a thing
Yeah, I can't explain such a painless pain

Wake up to the sky as a satellite
We can start a new life, everything is alright here
I can only dream now in dark white
I've been losing my sight, everything is gray down here
Wake up to the sky as a satellite
We can start a new life, everything is alright here
I can only dream now in dark white
I've been losing my sight, everything is gray down here