Advice IcyDaRabbit

There’s been a lot of hills that I've stumbled
But the hardest ones to fight are those that crumble
Breaking and shatter right under your feet
At this moment of time I could lose everything
Trynna be a someone and somewhat trending
Instead, I fall and stumble while my heart is mending
I’m so broken, think I lost my self-worth
Even when I try to breathe It’s starting to hurt

I can’t think straight, My mind it is out of its place
And my eyes are getting cloudy just give me some space
All these people around me feeling so much unease
And the voices in my head pause for a moment please
And the things I hate, that give me so much pain
Is that I have to re-live through that pain again
And the money and the fame took away and restraint
I don’t want to know what is left of my fate

Feels like I am living in a lie...
Can somebody please give me advice...

Now I don’t know what I should do
And I’m not strong enough to do what I need to do
I don’t want to tell them to leave me alone
And It’s hard to delete who you know on your phone
The Devil on my shoulder, I know he’s whispering
And the thing that it says, It left me whimpering
My body and scars read nothing but sin
And the Devil on my shoulder gets under my skin. He says:
“I don’t want to be loved; I don’t want to be safe
I don’t want to be the one to have his life a waste
The curse has landed for exchange for your soul
Now you have to spend the rest of your life alone”
Now I’ve sold my soul, my heart covered in holes
I am left in cold; I need someone to hold
I need somebody save me, need somebody help me
I’m feel so empty with nothing but envy

Feels like I am living in a lie
Can anybody please give me some advice
I know I can win at this game we call life
I need is a piece of your advice