​still here hiraeth

[Intro]
When I'm not breathing
Will you remember my name?
Not the one I use for these songs
The one you call me in love
Stay in my room just to get by
And I don’t have long in this awful life
But to me that's okay, it's just fine
I’ll self-medicate, surround myself in pine
I sit in silence just ignoring myself
And all those around me and everyone else
So don't expect me to talk much
'Cause I don't have much that I can offer

[Verse 1]
You could have just forgavе me sometime
Thе bottom of the ocean runs dry
'Cause I've been here absorbing sunlight
The rays are pretending to be a sign of life
And you hated on me 'cause I wasted mine
These welds are thin, but I glued 'em tight
I did everything right, but struggle to die
Leave me ’lone here, swear that it’s fine

[Bridge]
I changed how I look just to please you and
I opened myself up just to leave you
Now I get to wake up in the morning without you
Tell me I tried, there's not more I could do