Drown Front Porch Step

[Chorus]
Well I'm so tired of the rain, falling softly on the ground
Just enough to get my feet wet but not enough to let me drown
I've been laying in my bed, wishing I had never woken
Begging God to rid my head of every word you've ever spoken
Broke my knuckles on the wall
Because I thought about the call
When you said you'd always love me
Do you not tell the truth at all
Well if I ever cross your mind
Make sure you write down the times
So I will know the moments I was eating you alive

[Verse]
And I now I lay here, waiting with the hope that
I might find some sleep
I need some sleep tonight
Cause I've been waiting on your call
But I know it will never come but I'm still waiting by the phone
And don't you dare
Don't you dare say you ever loved me or even tell me that you cared
Cause you knew what you were doing and you know just what you've done
How dare you say miss me with your spit still on his tongue
I am broken, I am beaten, I'm mistreated and I'm torn
I am cold with no direction but I'm lost without your warmth
I'm trying hard to find some hope that I might get the chance to breathe
Get off my mind, give back my heart and get the fuck away from me
I know I couldn't give you much
But I know I gave my best
You were always my princess
And now he's sliding off your dress
And I know I gave the world everything I've ever had
Johnny Cash said love would burn
I never thought it'd hurt this bad