Its Different Now Futuristic (Ft. Phora)

[Intro]
My finger on a
I was hoping that, that you go
Baby, baby, something I don't feel the same as I do
Staying up all night, wonder about you

[Verse 1: Futuristic]
To the women that I've loved and lost
I be battle thaughts
Put a stake to my wrists to hang me up on a cross
Crucify me for usually lying with other broads
Lying to you but so truth with who I'm not involved
I know I cut you off, sometimes I wanna call
But that'll make it worse, I know you better off
If we never met, you wouldn't have these scars
I know this sounds crazy, but I loved you all
You got a couple kids, you wish I was the dad
And you live with your mom, things is going bad
You live in LA, so you got different probs
Wanted to stay at home with kids, but now you're switching jobs
I agree from time to time to check up on your family
Cause I see that fake smile and the picture after you're texting me
These hoes attached and told me that the second that you slept with me
So when I broke I know you took the pieces that was left in me and
It's not fair, I'm not there
I moved on, I got scared
I settled down, we sizzled out
I hope you well, but it's different now