Antidotes YCK

I’m choking on my envy just put me down gently
Estranged and on the verge emotions starting to tempt me
This carcass made of spoils the spindles and coils
Inoculated antidotes were nothing but loyal

What’s it like with the grief and the realization
They tell me to wait but I’ve been real patient
The fact of the matter is I might not make it
My chance too slim and that’s why I don’t say shit
I don’t need placement if I’m on a list
Turn away the curation so-called journalist
Made the sessions don’t believe that I’ll be needing any therapist
In spite of their advice I’ve still been learning how to bear with it
Oh and for the record do prepare
All the omens I’ve been making treat em like a new despair
With the writing on the wall I laid a clue and where’d I mark it
The furnace outta service it’s too cold in this apartment
Still I’ve been deterred unproductive
Patterns alternated what’s familiar is disrupted
Passage of acts and that’s where we diverged
Took the capsule it swelled right before it submerged

I’m choking on my envy just put me down gently
Estranged and on the verge emotions starting to tempt me
This carcass made of spoils the spindles and coils
Inoculated antidotes were nothing but loyal