I thought about killing you (bonus track) W1reh3ad_411

[spoken word]
The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
Today, I seriously thought about killing you
I contemplated, premeditated murder
And I think about killing myself
And I hate myself way more than I hate you, so…
Today, I thought about killing you, premeditated murder
You'd only care enough to kill somebody you hate
The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
Just say it out loud to see how it feels
People say "don’t say this, don't say that"
Just say it out loud, just to see how it feels
Weigh all the options, nothing's off the table
Today, I thought about killing you, premeditated murder
I think about killing myself
And I, I hate myself way more than I hate you
The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
I think this is the part where I’m supposed to say somethin' good to compensate it so it doesn't come off bad
But sometimes I think really bad things
Really, really, really bad things
And I hate myself way more than I hate you
See, if I was tryin' to relate it to more people
I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself
Because that seems like a common theme
But that is the case here
I hate myself way more than I hate you
And I think about killing myself
So, best believe, I thought about killing you today
Premeditated murder