Nothing Left At All Jelly Roll

[Chorus]
Stayed up late, patiently waitin'
Wishin' you could call
Dreamin' of memories lost in time
Knowin' they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly, the harder you fall
'Til there's nothin' left at all

[Verse 1]
Four in the mornin', I cannot sleep
I am depressed, sittin' up in my bed
My demons are roarin', they're botherin' me
I'm sittin' here with a gun to my head
Finger on trigger, what if I squeeze?
Does that mean that my problems will leave?
And get rid of what's botherin' me?
Does that mean that I'm finally free?
I think of my daughter, I think of my wife
I think of my brothers, I think of my life
Can't leave 'em with bad news
My life is a crapshoot, I'm just shakin' the dice
Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night)
I could hear you say (I could hear you say)
Son, just be strong (Son, just be strong)
You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay)
Tell the truth, I don't feel that way
I still feel fucked up 'til this day
Even when I'm high, I just sit and cry
And I wonder why I still feel this pain
I wish Heaven wasn't so far away
I wish I could visit just for a day
I still had so much left to say
Bow our heads and let us pray