Still Soccer Mommy

[Verse 1]
I don't know how to feel things small
It's a tidal wave or nothing at all
I can't believe in Heaven now
It's been Hell on Earth for a second
Okay, you win, I'll end my life
Drive to the bridge just to overthink it
I never jump, it's a crutch of mine
Drive to the bridge just to stand there thinkin'

[Refrain]
My life stands still

[Verse 2]
I need someone who can relate
'Cause I lost myself to a dream I had
And I'd never give it all away
But I miss feelin' like a person
'Cause I read the things people have to say
They make me feel like I'm not a person
White little pills take it all away
Drive to the bridge just to stop the thinkin'

[Refrain]
And I can't stand still