FOREVER ​guardin

[Intro]
(Forever)
I find it hard to find myself in the mist
Fighting off these fucking demons with a blunt on my fist
Peroxide is the queen
Alcohol is the prince
Yours truly is a peasant giving my wounds a rinse, ah

[Verse 1]
No fucking bandages can fix this lonely stoner
I'm a pilot in a world full of lives without an owner
Tryna find an empty vessel, maybe I could be a donor
But for now [sip?] the color of my lifeless [?]
Sitting gracefully and waiting your arrival
I'm kidding, I'm fucking anxious, in desperate need of revival
I'm sorry that I'm so broken, you make me less suicidal
A panic switch in the distance but yet you remain idle, I love you
More than I probably should, I mean my heart is heavy for you, heavier than the wood
Holding everything together right above where we stood
But now I never mind, don't tell me that you're up to no good
Even though you're probably sittin' there and studying for your classes
I'm thinking 'bout all the dudes you'll probably be fucking smashin', I'm laughing
'Cause every problem solely exist in my atlas
My vision was twenty-twenty but now I think I need glasses
This blurry life's got me caught up in a net
Sun shining on me but my state of mind is not connect
I just wanna free myself from these thoughts full of regret
Can you please bring my walls down so I can just reset? Fuck