Death Messiah Jedi Mind Tricks

[Verse 1: Vinnie Paz]
Did protons and electrons create the Earth?
Or did Allah meditate and create its birth?
Is every day in this place a curse?
Or should I pray on my knees and embrace this dirt?
I don't know if there's a reason I'm here
I feel the only thing that's driving me is reason and fear
And seeing death to me conceivably near
So I don't give a fuck what you think 'bout me reaching for beer
I don't worry anymore about what my friends do
I have a more urgent matter to attend to
Is there something there bigger when I die and vanish?
That weaves everyone and everything into a canvas
I'm not smart enough to think I have a resolution
I'll never be a man with mediocre constitution
My father told me that blood and power intoxicate
And that tyranny is a product of his father's hate

[Verse 2: Vinnie Paz]
I recognized the guilt and sins of the father
And recognized what's built and what stems from the author
Understand man is not a machine
He needs a surface and a purpose and a reason for being
Either way I'm gonna stick with my fam
Regardless if that's a dream of a ridiculous man
And I'm becoming more indifferent every day
So naturally all the questions have faded away
Some of the things that I said I hated to say
But blame yourself mothafucka you made it this way
I don't think I would even if I was able to stay
I don't think you're good I would sit to the angels and pray
But everybody gotta deal with they self
If they cut another throat for the material wealth
If it's a problem are you man enough to deal with the help?
Or are you destined for the darkness of concealing yourself?