Disappointment ​ericdoa

[Intro]
One, two, three, four

[Verse]
Tryna be good for your parents, but it's burning you out
They say you're nothing like your sister, don't like how you turned out
Now you're hung over in your room, you're hoping they don't find out
You got some shit you wanna say, but it'll never come out
They say you're different when you're sober, but you don't believe 'em
Hide your emotions in your eyes, you hope that you deceive them
Show them a fake smile and tell them you're alright
You tell your friends don't understand, this happens every night
But it's okay because you don't know what they go through
They say they love you but you wish that they would show you
And you hop inside your car, you don't care where it goes to
Do what your friends say 'cause you think that you're supposed to
You throw a fit because you feel like you're not getting your worth
Call me self-centered, but all I really need is some space
And I get pissed off every time I see that look in your face
Stop with emotions and I swear to god it's heading your way
I disappoint, yeah, I know
Can't help but say no
I disappoint, yeah, I know
Can't help but say no
Moved out of town and I told you that I got your letters
Being apart from you is finally making me better
I'm feeling sick to my stomach
You saw me hurt and you loved it
Like to make everything public
You pull my strings like a puppet