Daydreams Quadeca

[Intro]
Sometimes, I don't know what to-
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay
I'm snorin' all day for dreams... uh

[Verse 1]
Wake up ponderin', damn, my mind is wanderin'
All these opportunities left squandered in my oxygen
All accomplishments left haunted in my lack of confidence
Often is the result of fallin' under consciousness
You'd make babies cry, I make crazy lives
You're just angry, 'cause you're livin' in a fading lie
And I've been feelin' this energy, feelin' that somebody's gettin' the penalty
Fearin' that, one day, you end up ahead of me, feelin' that this is the end of me
No, will I tell you? No, never- I think I'm so clever
But in the grand scheme of things, I know that I'm no better
But I don't ever
Want to go to show just one mo' letter
I'm a go-getter, I go get grades and get A's
And get laid, then wake up, and get C's, but get paid
Uh... my life is so unusual
To most, it isn't suitable, to me, it's irrefutable
Can't see me in a cubicle, I'd rather watch my funeral
I'd rather go back to stab my own brains out back in utero
Damn... but you know that I'm capable
You know I'ma pounce at any chance that is available
Feelin' so unique, and I think it's not explainable
No one hears my lyrics, and says, "OMG, relatable!"
No... that's not what I am here to give
Been waitin' years for this, you're about to experience
Somethin' that I've spent time, money, and thought on
Learned about all the times money had thought wrong
Kinda funny, it's long gone, but time is crummy and not long
I ain't lucky, I'm not calm, not by a long-shot
I'm freakin' out on the inside, you see me on the outside
Always think I'm positive, and never see the downsides
It's 'bout time you know the truth, you couldn't be further from it
Get your head out your own ass, you couldn't be further up it