2.8 Okay If You’re Not Ian McConnell

Yep yep
Yep yep

I don’t think you understood how much I loved you
But I don’t think I did either
So you’re forgiven
I’m not wild ‘bout this us-not-talking thing that we’ve got going
I keep looking in my mailbox
Like you’d make that mistake again
How’d we get so hurt in the end?
We spent the summer best of friends
You don’t think our sexual tension
Was the only reason, do you?
Do you think that we can
Salvage something out of this?

There’s so much I wanna tell you
When you’re ready to talk
I’ll need a whole week
To catch up on your thoughts
I’m good to go now
But it’s okay if you’re not
I just miss you a lot

I think I needed to be mad there for a minute
You and I are so damn human
It’s fucking funny
How our brains combine a billion years of complex evolution
With who bullied us in high school
To make us not see eye to eye
On whether seeing eye to eye
Was really necessary
I won’t start this up again
Old habits die hard, I’m sorry
But I like that you saw things differently than I did
That your mind worked differently than mine did
There’s a way we work just gotta find it