The Shade of It All Alaska Thunderfuck (Ft. Courtney Act & Willam)

Once there was a time
I thought that I never would be without you
Now I look around and find I'm on my own
And I can't stop thinking about you

Hard to be on the bottom once you've been on the top
Had a good thing going didn't want it to stop
Oh why? It's a lonely Christmas morning
Now I'm out in the rain, and I can't find the sun
My summer vacation has turned into fall
The shade of it all

Now I'm so far away (Where'd you go, where'd you go)
Without a home (She's homeless)
Like a moon without a sun (Where's the sun, where's the sun)
Looking for a friendly face
I see so many (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10)
But they only just remind me of one (1)

Now I'm trying to swim while I'm watching you fly
I'm feeling so low so I try to stay high (Hieeee)
To fight away all this hurting
And I try to look strong (Strong)
But I'm feeling so weak
I try to act big (So big)
But you know that I'm small
The shade of it all